Yes you heard right. This house has become a stress rehab centre! According to my dad anyway. I couldn't be happier.
I graduated from animation school, so now I'm eligible for job opportunities with studio work. Yaaaaaay!
I think I'm just having a hard time deciding what to do right now because I'm so weary and drained from the school year. Do you know that I was SO happy to be home, SO RELAXED being back in my bedroom, I completely forgot about my birthday? You know what, coming home FELT LIKE A BIRTHDAY PARTY.
It was funny, my friend who lives about five minutes away from me was the one who reminded me while we were texting. XD
"You're probably busy tomorrow."
"No. Why?"
"Um, I assumed you were celebrating your birthday?"
LOL. I didn't believe her at first, I just laughed and said "No way it's still April." But NOPE. That's how much I've lost track of time. That's how dead my brain is! And when my birthday DID come, it was just a regular ordinary day. I got a lot of birthday wishes though! I'm grateful for that. Thanks to you guys by the way! I was touched to see just HOW many of you wished me a happy birthday! It brought a tear to my eye actually. <333 ;-;
Anyway I guess part of the reason that I've been so brain-dead is that there was some heavy....HEAVY.... H E A V Y.....drama going on at school. Riiiiight up until the end of the year. And yes it's exactly what you'd think it is. High school.
But I think I owe it to my friends/watchers to explain why I was so dead to this site for so long. And you know what? This is my journal. I'm going to type whatever I dang well want to type in it.
Folks?
I went through Hell. Anguish, torment, misery, fire and brimstone h e l l .
And...that's why.
That's pretty much all that needs to be said about it.
You know how at the end of the Lord of the Rings trilogy where Sam and Frodo are lying on Mt. Doom, waiting for the lava to kill them? Hungry, tired, malnourished and injured, accepting their fate as they embrace their death, yet, all the while still wishing they were home sweet home in the Shire? That was my sister and I just before graduation. Yep. That is probably the best analogy I could come up with actually.
More seriously though, it was probably one of the worst experiences of my entire life. And I'm glad it's over. Goooooood riddaaaaaannnnce!! <33333
Now! Onto my next case.
I'm going to be working on storyboarding a new film. I don't know what it's going to be yet, but I'm hoping that once I start to feel better, I'll be able to build a teaser trailer for something really great. I have all the tools I need, now I just need to use them! But not before I get some serious, proper, DESPERATELY NEEDED RELAXATION. I still have nightmares and anxiety attacks from the stress I built up from school. I need to dial it back before I can tackle anything big again.
It's good to be home.
Home SWEET home!